As we both reached out to each other for what we knew would be our last and final embrace. We both stared at each other, seeing if a tear would a appear on the others face. This is it, so this is good bye. I wish I was more sad I wish I could cry. I have no ill will towards you, I don't hope you to die. I don't care if you killed me, I hated who I had become inside. You may have saved me. By me hating you as much as I did hate you, I realized I'd come to hate me and everything I had come to be. You taught me what true, unconditional love is. You taught me to love myself and not what someone says to me. I can't believe this is good bye, like,